Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Promises

Dear Jameson,

My promise to you..

I'm realizing over this past year, that I'm not superwoman.  I'm human, and sometimes even when I'm trying to do everything right, I second guess myself all the time.  Your life, luckily is very simple.  You, on the other hand are the most complex creature I know.  I want to make you a few promises, for our lives ahead.. the way I try to live with you every day, and sometimes need reminders to do so.

I promise to always encourage you before I scold you.
I promise that when I've had a long day, to find just a little more energy for one more game of hide and seek around the house.
I promise I will teach you that my face is full of smiles, kisses and laughter, and not anger or frustration.
I promise you that when I'm frustrated, I'll think of what I can learn about the situation, and what I can help teach you.
I promise to love you as much as you deserve, probably more than you want, and for as long as I'm alive.
I promise I'll hug you more than you want me to, too.  Get used to it.
I promise I will always protect you and keep you safe, as best as I'm able.
I promise to live with you, and not for you.
I promise to be patient with you, even when I don't feel like being very patient.
I promise to hold you for as long as you'll let me, and maybe a little longer than that.
I promise I will always be your biggest cheerleader, probably embarrassingly so.
I promise to make your home safe and comfortable, and your food nourishing and tasty.
I promise to teach you how to be a good boy, and a good man.
I promise to respect you, and your individuality.  You sure are a character!
I promise to show you how important family is, and how relationships in families need to be nurtured and cherished.
I promise to comfort you, and teach you ways to comfort yourself.  For now, hugs, kisses and a rocking chair will do.
I promise to love you forever, unconditionally, no matter what.  Pinky promise!

You have taught me how important life is, and a life well lived.  You fill up my heart, you have the biggest smile ever.  You make me such a better person, and I promise I'll return the favor if you let me.

I love you!

Love, Mommy

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